UNdiscovered-- so far.

WHOOSH! :x

2009-04-19T00:53:00.000-07:00

I've waited all my life to cross this line to the only thing that's TRUE.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AGAIN, HIDEO PALACAY ENOMOTO! *pats your back*

HEY EVERYONE! My very, very loving friend, Redlitz (Visit her here!) made me a LJ (livejournal) account yesterday. I thank her for that. She loves my very much, I can say. Anyways, we were just chatting the other evening and she told me that she's going to make me one (account) and so I agreed. If you want to, you can visit my livejournal account. It's open to public eyes! Just clich *poof* and you're there! You can also find the link in the link-ex part of the page. Just scroll down... down... and on the right, there it is!

Anyway, how is this day? How is this day? I woke up early, too early for me since I slept really late but I had to since we were leaving to get some things for my Aunt's wedding on May. We went to my grandpa's house and had to stay there until after lunch since something came up. My cousin Joaquin wasn't there. He went with his mom and dad to a swimming party but luckily, Ryle and Ryan stayed.

Ryle wasn't willing to let me take a picture with him. He says he's shy or something but at least Ryan let me take a picture with him since he was playing DOTA ALL STARS and he didn't want to get distracted. I don't get why people take time on playing those things. What exactly do they get from that? Nevermind. I will photoblog even though there's only few pictures... or so I think.

This is my cousin, Ryle, as you've known.
He was sitting on a rolling table beside the wooden couch I was lying on.
Its him again and this one's candid.
He knew that I was taking a picture but he didn't know that I took this one.
This was when I realized that he was wearing the same t-shirt as the picture I shared before.
Was he?This one I took when Ryan was playing DOTA.
I kept on asking him if I was irritating him (that was my goal) but he kept saying NO!
DARN. This is where the vanity begins.

Another picture with Ryan.
He was so concentrated on his game.
He wasn't really playing since every time he loses he quits and plays as another character.
And I kept shouting that he was cheating...
He was cheating.
He lets me take pictures of him.
That's what I like about Ryan.
He can be vain. :D
I love candids.
He was actually SMILING! OMG. @-)CONCENTRATED PLAYER... cheater.
I'm scared, he's getting taller. LOL.Conversation (actually in Filipino):
Me: (to Ryle) Why don't you like to take a picture with me?
Ryle: I'm shy *laughs*
Me: PSSSH. At least Ryan agrees. *takes this pic*
Ryle: *scoffs* He likes it. He just doesn't show it.
This is a part of the game Ryan was playing.That's what you get for not letting me take a picture with you!
JOKE! I pinched his nose... he was hurt. :(
He won't look at the camera so I'm trying to force him.
In the end, I was the one who looked funny.
I love this picture.

Sorry for the very, very long post. I didn't think I took that many pictures of just my cousins. I had a really fun day even if I'm tired now. I was able to buy a good dress but I had a hard time finding shoes... took us 1 hour before I finally found and bought shoes. Thank GOD.

We were tired from all the hunting for clothes that we (my aunt and I) craved for some Zagu on the way back. THE LINE WAS FREAKING LONG. but I just had to have some Zagu so I beared with it. I actually laughed since the girl was able to give my order before she gave the one who ordered before me. I think she passed the order and thought that she already gave that order to the lady before me. It's her problem now.

I'm scared. I don't have any practice with my tennis and I have a competition tomorrow. Please pray for me and wish me luck. Thanks, guys!

Until next time. Take care!

kristel DONNA MAE dela vega arias.
COSMO. :x

OTANJOUBI! :x

2009-04-18T07:56:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, HIDEO PALACAY ENOMOTO! I LOVE YOU, FRIEND! I SO SO MISS YOU MUCH! >:D< Posted on April 18, 2009 at 11:00 PM (Jap. time: 12:00 MD)

kristel DONNA MAE dela vega arias. :x

2009-04-17T21:32:00.000-07:00

ANGELINO MIGUEL PEREZ LORENZO. (nanghingi lang po ng special mention si ANGELINO.) next time nalang kwento ko tungkol sayo, ah, gino. Wag ka masyadong demanding at mahirap yan pag laki mo. Mamaya... HAHA. Oh, yeah, ANGELINO is not his real name... its ANGELO only. :))

Please don't mind the filipino words that comes with the name.
Anyway, I just thought of updating my blog because this certain person *cough*gino*cough* told me I haven't updated my blog for a long time now. I'm just really random and all so I think I'll just share some vids and pictures for y'all... or even stories from my very boring summer. @-)

My sister found this cool two-man band (Royal Pirates) and if I may say... they have some sexy vocals, I tell you. They're actually Fading from Dawn then but then Moonchan (Richard), one of the members died in a car accident and so they changed the band to Royal Pirates composing of Sooyoon (drummer) and Moochul (guitarist and vocals) and they make remakes of popular songs currently: Sorry, sorry (Super Junior), Mirotic (DBSK or TVXQ), Time is running out (MUSE), Nobody (Wonder Girls), and Circus (Britney Spears). Yes, BRITNEY SPEARS.

They're full-blooded Koreans and can speak fluent Korean and English. Two words: they rock. So you better listen to them!

Here's a link to their purevolume account: CLICK HERE YAH!
For their youtube channel: CLICK HERE YAH AGAIN!
And of course, I'll show you one of their videos. Circus Royal Pirates Remake:

I hope you'll like what you see and hear. I mean, who wouldn't love that sexy vocals, RIGHT? Please, just agree with me? LOL. :))

If ever you'd like MP3s you can go to their purevolume account. You can download the songs for free! YAY for that! :D

And so I've been very bored for the last couple of weeks since I have nothing to do this summer and the family has no plans for this summer until May. I guess life is just so hard these days that it's actually hard to spend money for fun nowadays... but don't worry, I still have fun! I have my friends and YOUTUBE (YOUTUBE!) to pass the time. @-)

AND... photoshop! Because I was so bored the other day, I opened photoshop and edited one of my pictures. Sorry for the vanity. Here it is:

HMM. What more? I wonder why I always end up blogging this super long blog when I was super lazy before I start. Any ideas, guys? Enough of that. I know this guy (BOY) who is so smart, I bet he's rereading and proofreading my entire blog post this very instant... and I appreciate that but this is the way I talk, right? HAHA.

He's actually kind sometimes... and he can be a jerk but so what? LOL. He's fun to talk to. (I guess you actually think he's the person who told me to do this as a joke. HAHA. Good for you.) He's not everyone but he's someone. SO THERE YOU GO.

Blogspot* is still processing the video so I can't publish it 'til then and I'm already left with nothing else to say. Anyone want to go swimming this summer? I can't take the heat, can you? I'll just wait for the processing and then... *poof*!

Hope y'all have a good summer.
UPDATED!
Can't read my poker face. LOL. :))

kristel DONNA MAE dela vega arias.
COSMO. :x

GIVE UP ON KEEPING BEST FRIENDS. :|

2009-03-25T00:54:00.001-07:00

RANDOM BLOGGING. :)
AND I AM BACK!

Okay, so its the last week of classes for us and the final agonizing things we have to accomplish are the exams, (that are totally out of this world crazy hard, if you have no notes, *cough*like*cough*me) but after all of those are done, we can PAR-TEY! (That totally sounds weird coming from me but nevermind.)

I have been reading mangas all afternoon and been updating my plurk TO THE MAX, shouting or rather, posting random things like, "BE AFRAID, be VERY afraid," and so on. The only thing that's on my mind until now is if I'll make Bio and AP notes for everyone and post it multiply... and my inner selves are still fighting about that, sorry.

I turned the TV on but I am definitely not watching anything.

There are things going about in my stupid mind like my blog post title, "'give up on keeping best friends," I only saw that on one title page of a manga i read and I absolutely agreed! I dont know why but I feel that when you try your hardest keeping a friendship you really cherish, it just becomes the reason why you'll lose it too. Dont be so uptight and just relax, if he/she's really a true friend, he/she'll never leave your side (not physically) and make sure to let you know how freaking much he/she loves you. :D

WOAHKAY. I am so cheezy. :|

I'm letting Edward Scissorhands load and might I just say: Johnny Depp is so darn hot!

Okay. I'm rereading this fiction that was written by a very imaginative person. It's about a demon falling in love with a human to the point of obsession, blah, blah. It's darn good. Want the link? PM me. :D

The likeness, if you want a list of fiction or mangas that are interesting, try and PM me. I have a lot to say. :)

Oh, yeah, MAPAGMAHAL, they want a reunion. I was thinking of paintball in La Mesa Park, since its close enough and I think affordable, what do you think? But I'm not organizing this thing, please go and talk to Stefano: Click here and you're screwed. NAH! So here's the deal, do you want a reunion or not? LOL.

Oh, yeah, (again) I assume that I am transferring to SSA for the next school year. YEAH, so sad, right? (SHSians only) LOL. Don't worry, I'll be there on the fair next year. Or so I think.

I think the world is unfair. (It is. It simply is.)

I'm ranting. Stop me, please?

OH! OH! I have a new siggy. :D
It's that one, the one you see with the hand and the "DEO". LOL.

So here's its story:
People from SHS call me "Deo", oh, I dont know why... maybe because of some person who's in Japan right now whom I am wishing would bring back a photobook of Haruma Miura for me... *hint*hint* :))

Anyways, they call me "Deo" and there was this activity on our club where we will print stuff on shirts and cloth so we laid a big cloth on the table (courtesy of Justine Saruca) and we can print anything on it! I was random, as usual, and drew that name "Deo" on a piece of paper and made it a stencil (the thing used to draft a pattern on something) and because I love the marking my hand make, I totally dipped my hand into textile paint and made my hand mark on the cloth. YAY!

AND there you go, my new siggy. :D

My randomness went away. Goodbye! :)
(You're tired of reading, I assume. Rock on!)

GIVE UP ON KEEPING BEST FRIENDS. BE AFRAID, be very afraid.
I know you love me... not. LOVELY DAY, Saira Letsirk.

Hideo Palacay Enomoto. xD

2009-01-21T04:35:00.001-08:00

Hey, guys! As I promised... my best friend's picture. He's with his baby sister that I totally love, Mika! :D
So what do you think?

Oh, BTW, he's the reason why people call me "Deo". XD

A Little Drama is Fine.

2008-12-27T05:57:00.000-08:00

I've been avoiding posting blogs since I've got nothing to do but RANT but then I thought... A little drama's fine sometimes, at least you can let it all out. Hello? Who has no drama in life? you SUCK. No, really, you can't live without drama! It's a necessity already! Everything's effed up and all you got to do is to smile and make everything seem a little better. somehow.

Anyway, so... Belated Happy Christmas and looking forward to a new year!
Another to thing to look out for: Mapagmahal '06-'07's REUNION. A total disaster! Somehow, we manage to get 12 people to attend... and who are these people? Those who always attend. NICE one, guys. NICE.

I feel like the whole world's going to explode soon since my life is totally deteriorating and everyone seems to be running away from me. I look at point of views so pessimistically since all my closest friends have new ones and they don't talk or try to talk to me unless I, myself, is the one going to start talking to them. Like, what am I? Invisible or anything? Are you blind? I can't always be the one who opens up and try to keep the damn relationship, okay?

Whenever you have problems, think about who's willing to keep you up longest (excluding your family): is it going to be the friends you've known for more than 5 years or the ones who you've known for 2 effing years in High School? I am so tired of trying to keep everything to myself. I want to let it all out. No offense, (whoever gets guilty, I had no intention) I just want to fix this. I want to understand.

I do miss everyone and I make it a point to let you know. I let it be known. I'm not maarte, I just want us to keep communicating with one another once in a while since we don't get to see everyone everyday anymore. I know, we're still kids since we're only in 2nd year HS but then... FRIENDSHIP has no age. It doesn't say that you can only be really into a relationship unless you're old enough. NO.

This thing we do: reunions? It's not for kaartehan, it's for keeping a close relationship or the line to one another intact. In the end, we just want to keep the friendship we've started and built together with EVERYONE. We don't want the whole bunch (class) to slowly lessen because each one is a PART and when a single part is taken away, the whole thing crumbles.

We've gone through a LOT, and I know that everyone knows that. We all know everyone knows that. Then why are we the ones trying to give no meaning to what we've gone through?

Friendship isn't something you can easily throw away. It's something you can't find everyday, and when you lose it... it's going to be effing hard to find again.

Think about that.

P.S. I love you guys... that's why I posted this.

my new haricut. :)

2008-12-08T01:57:00.000-08:00

Hey there, guys! I'm back for another blogging session. Unfortunately, I was unable to bring a camera when we had our retreat and of course, as a result, I didn't get to take pictures! aww. :( anyways, i have a new haircut now! That's me. lol. in the picture. :D I couldn't really get used to the hair since I always have to put it down but right now, I'm slowly getting used to it. Somehow. :))

I missed a lot of our training so i'm not really cut out to exercise now. haha. aww. I kind of miss tennis. And im bored. I'll post a longer one next time! take care!

A to the E to the O-L-U-S! :)

2008-11-20T03:20:00.000-08:00

it's really a long day...
we had our training yesterday and today! it was so much fun! I think it's (table tennis) is even harder than Lawn Tennis! LOL. It's like I'm starting this whole new part of my life! I'm finally not lazy at the moment to have so many things to accomplish! Guess what? I'm going to start my parish involvement thing on Sunday! YAY! finally. :))

SO, we will finally have our Investigatory trial tomorrow at Nicchi's house! I'm so agitated and excited at the same time! I've been thinking of how to produce plastic out of POTATOES! it's gonna be so fun! (I hope.)

Anyways... It's because I'm so tired that I can't post! LOL. whatta lame reason for that but nevermind, it's almost Christmas time and I'll finally have some time on the net! YAY for that! SO, who's ready for Christmas? IM NOT! I still have no savings for my budget for gifts this Christmas! OHNO! :)) but nevermind that, I'll be saving next week! I need to! Remind me? :)

BUT! BUT! I have a gift now for my best friend... it's like a peace offering, too. and i'm so fond of it since I used Andi's (the one who edited my blog, thank you. :) Steadler pens to make a ROYGBIV letter and a plush toy with it! (I won't tell why peace offering but you get the idea, something bad happened and now i'm saying sorry) Ar-Line kind of told me I'm so sweet that I'll be giving that kind of gift for him (she read the letter) but i really dont think so since... many things have happened and she doesn't know those things so she can't really say but I still won't share, it's just too personal.. ( I think besides us, only 2 people know. and those two people is the people whom i really trust with my life! XD)

INTRAMS, intrams...
I came in 2nd place... aww. :) but that's alright since I did my best and I won last year. :))
There was this team where their cheer was like "H to the E to the L-I-O-Ssssssss" with bending at the "S" part and another team made "kembot" (Triton) so at the end of the Intrams, I was so bored that I mixed their cheers with my team's name (AEOLUS) so it was like, (A) kembot to the (E) kembot to the O kembot -L-U-Sssssssssss (bend) LOL. people were laughing their asses off! but my thighs hurt after so many repetitions so i stopped. XD

HMM. Sophomore's night!
Wanna see who my date will be? It's my cousin, Ryle. (Since my best friend said he'll be busy that time so I had no choice but my favorite cousin.) Here's a picture of him: :))

(Sorry the picture is not that clear)
Lol. So that's him! What do you think? He's cute but we all think that his brother is more handsome than him. But I like his personality more just because he has more respect for me than his brother. :) Anyways, I just wish that he wont be out of place at the party since he really doesn't know how to communicate with other people than his friends. (not really literally not communicate, you know the deal) and that's one reason his parents want me to bring him along! LOL. I have a chaperone.

Wait, here's a picture of his younger brother:

See the difference? He's Ryan. But I like Ryle better since Ryan is kind of a brat... but nonetheless, he's just 10 and Ryle's 13 so my best candidate next to my best friend is Ryle! XD

If you're wondering who my best friend is, I'll post a picture of him, too:
No face, sorry... But I'll look for a picture where you'll see his beautiful face. LOL. joking. But he's half japanese, name's Hideo. That's why people call me "Deo". :)I asked him to be my partner but he has too many things to do since he's studying at PhiSci and all so he declined but nevermind that. :)

It's time to log out! AWW. next time, don't worry. I'll post some pictures too (Intrams, etc.). :)
(Credits to Anding!/Andi for editing my blog. Love you, girl!)

HELLO DEO`s BLOG!

2008-11-19T06:35:00.000-08:00

HEY THERE! I'M HERE TO PROCLAIM THE NEW BLOGGER BACKGROUND-NEW AND IMPROVED BLOG OF KRISTEL ARIAS.

i'm freakin proud of myself from turning this blog from this:

to this!
WOOT! YAY! HAHA. It`s much much like for Deo nao! HAHAHA. My back hurts. GAH. bad posture! :O HAHA. okay. I`m just hacking this account just for nao. hopefully, I won`t remember the password or maybe, Deo will change it. HAHA. I miss blogging. Okay. Promotion! Visit meh blog: alapaapnamayulap.blogspot.com there! HAHA. visit mine and Deo's as well. OLWEYS! okaaaai?goobai lonely planet!

123,
Andi ^^"

I love my best friend, Risha. :D

2008-10-25T21:18:00.000-07:00

Do you guys remember the girl I was talking about who was telling me that I was trying to steal her BF? :D
Guess what, my FS shout out the other day was "SCREW you. :|" and she commented back, I dunno why but I guess she was affected. Anyway, she asked me why my shout out was like that and I wanted to answer, "Why? Are you affected? Guilty?" but then I just told her it was nothing.

My best friend looked at her profile and came up with this version.. (with her own comments)

see? my best friend loves me so much. ahaha. :))
Imma post more next time! :D

whoa.

2008-10-17T03:30:00.000-07:00

I didn't get a picture of AJ Perez.
don't get me wrong. I'm not a fan but when I wanna share about MM's (our classmate) reaction. HEHE. I'll put it in a simple manner: "OMG. It's AJ Perez! OMG! He's so hot!" It was so funny. HAHA. I can't stop laughing. I wish you people saw how MM reacted, it was so hilarious! :D

So. This week's okay... except, you know, about the "female dog". We were discussing in Stat earlier and my seatmate (Mica) was so intent on listening and she had this paper on her desk (since I'm left-handed and she's right-handed, our desks were beside each other) so I took it out of boredom and drew this picture of a long haired guy and suddenly Mica and I were chatting on the paper and it was so gay. HAHA. eek. I think Mica will try to scan and post it on her blog. Click on her link on my links. :D

It was so funny, she said I made her happy with that paper. :)

Our second quarter's almost done and I still have no parish involvement hours! OH NO! What will I do? I just texted someone I know that served for the church being in the choir and she said that she's still going to ask the head of the choir first. :( I'm really anxious now... and nervous... I don't know if I can make 3 hours within like... 3 days? OH NO!

OKAY. So I was absent last Monday and Tuesday and my vanity got out of hand. :))
You can look at my photos on my Friendster account. :)

I was hoping on resting... I guess. :D

Mangaagaw.

2008-10-15T02:57:00.000-07:00

HMPH. I have some story to tell you, guys. :))
Somebody argued with me yesterday stating that I'm a flirt just because I commented on her BF's (my friend) profile saying that I skipped school just because I'm sick. It's so lame, right? I mean, can't I tell my friend that I'm sick so I skipped school?

Urgh. She makes me want to kill somebody right now.
She even told me not to talk to him anymore and that I was not a big loss and that he has enough friends. AHHHH! Screw her. So I texted the guy saying "yo, *insert name here*, your GF doesn't want me to be your friend anymore so I don't think I can. bye! (don't ask me anything. ask her. yeah, tnx!)"

NICE, right?
ARGH. It's just...
She called me a flirt and that the guy won't leave her even if she pushes me away or anything. She's so arrogant, and as if she's so beautiful! I AM NOT A FLIRT. Definitely not. When I explained this to her that stating that I was sick isn't really what you can call flirting, guess what she said? "READ BETWEEN THE LINES!"

HELLO!? Can you possibly read something between the lines "I'm sick so I didn't go to school today. HAHA"? NUH-UH. Totally not. But she says that she asked all of her friends what they think and especially, friends, they think that I was flirting with her BF. EWW. I'm not that kind of person.

SCREW HIM. SCREW HER.
I don't think I can be friends with guys who has GFs like that, I mean, yeah, fight me if its in the range of rationality and reason but with that kind of lame excuse? Go find someone worth your stupid accusations, will you?

Im totally sick. :|

2008-10-13T18:42:00.000-07:00

It's 9:42 AM here and I'm sick. I actually skipped school today and yesterday...
I feel so restless and bad. Oh, well, at least I get to use the computer while my sister is sleeping *hee, hee*insert evil laugh here*

So... Wah. Guys, I'm having a problem with my artistic side now.. I can't write or draw a single thing... I think I've lost the talent or whatsoever. Please help?

Anyways, I've been playing with the Photoshop here and I'mma post some of my works. What'ya think? :D

wonder who the guy is?
He's OHNO Satoshi. :D
MY ICHIBAN!
He's a member of the Japanese band: ARASHI. :D

This is actually an edited version of two pictures that Lara drew for me! :D
It's emo, I know but I was down that day... I think?
(Click the pic for a better view)

So I was also absent yesterday and since I was reading The Series of Unfortunate events and I just realized how Klaus is so cute! (I, too, think that Jude Law is hot. HAHA.) So I actually waited for the credits to roll just to actually get the real name of Klaus... Liam Aiken~ he was born on January 7, 1990... 4 years older than me! I can still hope (but don't fret, Steven Strait, you still own my heart together with OHNO. :))
(EWW. I just saw a pic of him... kissing Vanessa Hugens. :| Anyways, he's still cute.)

Here's a pic of Liam Aiken: :D

Okay, So I said that Jude Law is hot...
I kind of actually watched another movie that he started in (exiStenZ)
He acted there as Ted Pikul. And my God, he was so hot. :))

Here's a pic of him, too: :)

HAHAHAHA.
so? Next time? :D

Okay. Somebody absolutely ruined my day.
Im sick and now she just ruined my already disturbed day.
ASARRRRR! GRRRR! :|
See ya, guys. :|

Because I'm uninspired. :(

2008-10-10T05:43:00.000-07:00

see that picture? It was on the graduation day of my sister, Issa. :))
eek. I was actually wearing a girly-girl dress for the first time in my life and I have make-up on and everything... why, oh, why?

My feet were sore after, like, 5 hours there! :((

Anyways... It's been a while...

DEO-philic. :D

2008-09-30T03:29:00.000-07:00

DEO-philic day! :D
so this day is so deo-philic (it's a word we just invented since people call me "deo" due to some reasons... unknown?) so, judging by the "philic" it means, it really went well... or so it did. We had our cooking today and my God, why was this day so darn hot? We were all sweating but anywho, our pizza tasted great! (Thanks to the pizza sauce especially made by Byah dear. :)

FM Static
omg, guys! The only song I've known by FM Static was "Definitely Maybe" and absolutely loved it! But a day ago, I was continuously singing a line from this song that I didn't know the title of until I asked Mica (Anding!) and she said it was by FM Static so I thought maybe that they were a really great band so when I went online and downloaded their song ("Tonight") I actually downloaded some other songs and listened to them continuously and found out that they were really good! Like "OMFG" good! :D

I was so inspired that I actually downloaded all of their songs and is currently listening to all of them and I daresay, they are freakin' great! Try listening to some of their songs, 'kay? Here's a link to their song, "Tonight": Click Here!

Photo BLOGGING! :D
(pictures were taken from Bane! :D)

OMG. Look at us! :))
Vanity at the last practice before the math show.
We were actually just picturing ourselves every time after some scenes and maybe... Dar got angry at some point, but what the heck!?

We didn't win, guys, but that doesn't matter, we gave our all and everything so we're all happy of the results! :D

Congrats, Biyaya! :D

Oh, look at that baby, it's horrifying!

Bane, I love it on you! I really want one! :D

Sexy Alex! :)

We're not eating that!
I actually liked this picture of Tasha and me. :)Let's rock, guys! :DOkay, I know I have make-up on, guys, but can you see that mouth there? The one like breathing on me!? That's Bane's! :))

Thinking about Christmas already...
Okay... so, the only thing in my Christmas list right now is actually a good mp3 player that can at least play 300+ songs. That's the only thing but I just don't know, I'm still hoping, though. :D

It's so long! :D
It's October already tomorrow, people! :)
... but I'm still UNdiscovered.. :)

I Want You To Want Me

2008-09-27T19:11:00.000-07:00

Of course, almost all of us the song, "I Want You To Want Me" by The Cheap Trick.
Just before I'll start this post, I'll put the lyrics first. :D

I Want You To Want Me
Cheap Trick

I want you to want me.
I need you to need me.
Id love you to love me.
Im beggin you to beg me.

I want you to want me.
I need you to need me.
Id love you to love me.
Ill shine up the old brown shoes, put on a brand-new shirt.
Ill get home early from work if you say that you love me.

Didnt i, didnt i, didnt I see you cryin?
Oh, didnt i, didnt i, didnt I see you cryin?
Feelin all alone without a friend, you know you feel like dyin.
Oh, didnt i, didnt i, didnt I see you cryin?

I want you to want me.
I need you to need me.
Id love you to love me.
Im beggin you to beg me.
Ill shine up the old brown shoes, put on a brand-new shirt.
Ill get home early from work if you say that you love me.

Didnt i, didnt i, didnt I see you cryin?
Oh, didnt i, didnt i, didnt I see you cryin?
Feelin all alone without a friend, you know you feel like dyin.
Oh, didnt i, didnt i, didnt I see you cryin?
Feelin all alone without a friend, you know you feel like dyin.
Oh, didnt i, didnt i, didnt I see you cryin?

I want you to want me.
I need you to need me.
Id love you to love me.
Im beggin you to beg me.
I want you to want me.
I want you to want me.
I want you to want me.
I want you to want me.

(thanks to www.lyricsfreak.com :)
hmmm. So it's Sunday morning and I've been online already for more than 4 hours now and obviously I'm still bored but I turned to Limewire and downloaded some songs I missed and "I Want You To Want Me" turned out to be one of them.

Isn't life so funny? ironic. It's like sometimes I just wish that it would be like a simple song. I want you to want me. and then *puff* there it is- happy ending. but no... we do have to suffer before the happy ending, of course, there would be no use for antagonists if with one poof there's going to be a happy ending already so we have no choice. sad.

It relates to stories, doesn't it? Actually, songs are stories already... they just added melody and harmony (whoa!) but it simply means that some point in the lyricist's lines, she/he's sharing something about her life. (They just don't write songs just because of work, it's because it's their passion.) so are authors, they write about things that they feel or somewhat experienced...

I'm so sad. I can't write anything right now... so does that mean that me, an aspiring author, isn't up to sharing a part of me or just wanting to keep away from me myself? ARGH.

I'm just hoping this day would end quickly even if time seems to pass slowly today.
...Still UNdiscovered,

frustrated writer.

Bloody Friday

2008-09-26T05:34:00.000-07:00

New at this...
so this is like my... millionth time to try to succeed in doing a blog or something like this, and well, I think that chances are good for me this time since we just installed the DSL (finally), and I can update as frequently as I can (yay!). I really hope to be making a lot process at this since... I'm not really good of this and everything.

Math Show...
we had our math show yesterday and it was definitely fun! I really liked everything, especially my colleagues are good at that thing (acting.) I actually didn't know that it was already our math show if my friend, Tasha, didn't text me that I shouldn't forget my costume. (harhar, how irresponsible.) What bothers me now is the result of who won the math show thingy because they will only post it this Monday and we're enthusiastic about the whole thing. We don't really care if we win, we tried our best and that's what matters, isn't it?

Math Quiz Bee...
this thing I never imagined in my whole life! I was really shocked when he had the eliminations right after the math show since I wasn't prepared but... I think I did my best and so far, I passed! We had the championship earlier and Andy (a very good friend of mine who's my teammate in the quiz bee) and I almost had a row about what the right aswers were but still... it's a great relief right after when you know you won! So congratulations to my teammates and me! YAY! :D

Janella, finally...
especially, I wouldn't be able to do this first post if it wasn't for my friend, Janella! YAY! She really helped and taught me quite a few things about these things and apparently, they're not that hard to do once you've learned but you really just need patience and all!
(of course, I also thank one of my best friends, Ish, for letting me use her photobucket!:)

I was glad the week finally ended... and so far... I'm still UNdiscovered. :D