Saturday, December 27, 2008
"A Little Drama is Fine." @ 5:57 AM Starts of:
I've been avoiding posting blogs since I've got nothing to do but RANT but then I thought... A little drama's fine sometimes, at least you can let it all out. Hello? Who has no drama in life? you SUCK. No, really, you can't live without drama! It's a necessity already! Everything's effed up and all you got to do is to smile and make everything seem a little better. somehow.
Anyway, so... Belated Happy Christmas and looking forward to a new year!
Another to thing to look out for: Mapagmahal '06-'07's REUNION. A total disaster! Somehow, we manage to get 12 people to attend... and who are these people? Those who always attend. NICE one, guys. NICE.
I feel like the whole world's going to explode soon since my life is totally deteriorating and everyone seems to be running away from me. I look at point of views so pessimistically since all my closest friends have new ones and they don't talk or try to talk to me unless I, myself, is the one going to start talking to them. Like, what am I? Invisible or anything? Are you blind? I can't always be the one who opens up and try to keep the damn relationship, okay?
Whenever you have problems, think about who's willing to keep you up longest (excluding your family): is it going to be the friends you've known for more than 5 years or the ones who you've known for 2 effing years in High School? I am so tired of trying to keep everything to myself. I want to let it all out. No offense, (whoever gets guilty, I had no intention) I just want to fix this. I want to understand.
I do miss everyone and I make it a point to let you know. I let it be known. I'm not maarte, I just want us to keep communicating with one another once in a while since we don't get to see everyone everyday anymore. I know, we're still kids since we're only in 2nd year HS but then... FRIENDSHIP has no age. It doesn't say that you can only be really into a relationship unless you're old enough. NO.
This thing we do: reunions? It's not for kaartehan, it's for keeping a close relationship or the line to one another intact. In the end, we just want to keep the friendship we've started and built together with EVERYONE. We don't want the whole bunch (class) to slowly lessen because each one is a PART and when a single part is taken away, the whole thing crumbles.
We've gone through a LOT, and I know that everyone knows that. We all know everyone knows that. Then why are we the ones trying to give no meaning to what we've gone through?
Friendship isn't something you can easily throw away. It's something you can't find everyday, and when you lose it... it's going to be effing hard to find again.
Think about that.
P.S. I love you guys... that's why I posted this.
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Monday, December 8, 2008
"my new haricut. :)" @ 1:57 AM Starts of:
Hey there, guys! I'm back for another blogging session. Unfortunately, I was unable to bring a camera when we had our retreat and of course, as a result, I didn't get to take pictures! aww. :( anyways, i have a new haircut now! That's me. lol. in the picture. :D I couldn't really get used to the hair since I always have to put it down but right now, I'm slowly getting used to it. Somehow. :))
I missed a lot of our training so i'm not really cut out to exercise now. haha. aww. I kind of miss tennis. And im bored. I'll post a longer one next time! take care!
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